Jazz Half Marathon Recap: AKA the Heartbreaker

 

Hang on to your hats, this is by far the strangest and most gut wrenching recap I have ever written for a race. It has a strange start and a strange end, so stay with me!

As I have mentioned on the blog I have been dealing with some pretty scary health issues since my cruise 2 weeks ago. I ran a half marathon 2 weekends ago and was very sick the whole race, ended up at urgent care that afternoon, then the doctor again later that week, and now a cardiologist today. I was seriously considering dropping out of this race, as I didn’t even know If I could get through it, let alone have a “good race.” However, I LOVE this course, and was sponsored by the awesome folks at Rebootizer, and I was feeling ok the couple of days leading up to the race so decided to give it a go, but not really expect much in terms of time.

Saturday morning, Bobby and I drove to the start in plenty of time for the 7:00 start of the race. We made it to the parking lot where Bobby stood in line for over ten minutes waiting to pay at the machine. It was dark, VERY windy and about 54 degrees, which is chilly for New Orleans! We ran to the start because I didn’t have my bib yet. There was a mix up, long story, so I had to pick it up there. We ran around the park area and finally found out where to get my bib. We ran to the port-o-potty lines, me pinning my bib on as we went. That’s when we realized the line was SUPER long and there were only TEN potties for thousands of people. Race #fail! I HAD to go to the bathroom, (TMI alert) not only because, well, I needed to pee but it was that lovely special time of the month and I needed to get to a bathroom. SO we stood in the cold, slowly inching up, as they called for the race start over the loud speaker. What can you do?

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I looked at my watch and we heard the start….still far back in the line. Oh well, at least we had chip timing.

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I decided to carry cytomax with me in a bottle because there were only 6 aid stations and only gatorade at the last three! Best decision ever.

We finally get to go, and run towards the start. We were with another guy who we had been chatting with in line, and there were no runners anywhere, we saw what LOOKED like a starting line and we started jogging toward it, asking bystanders if this was the start! It was ridiculous.

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The empty start line as we are running towards it

The first little bit of the race is an out and back for about a mile and a half or so. I told Bobby bye and have a good race and he took off. So….there I was….running…by myself….a few stragglers in front and behind me who also were in the bathroom lines. Then, on my left I saw going the other way….all the other runners! Basically everyone was staring at me in my bright pink shirt. Yes, I was “that girl” who missed the start of the race by about eleven minutes. Awesome.

My goal for this race was to start out slow, see how I felt, and then pick it up later. Well, that went out the window when I started to play “catch up”. Yes, yes I am aware I was chip timed and that it didn’t matter, but I feed off of others, and NEEDED to run with others. As it was I missed the big adrenaline boost of the start, which keeps me going at a good pace for awhile.

So I waved at Bobby as he passed going the other way, I wasn’t too far behind him, and made it to the turnaround. I made it back to the start area as the 5k was starting…which was at 7:30. I just had to laugh at how it was playing out. Not much else to do, it WAS pretty comical. So I eventually started passing the power walkers, and then the run walkers. I got slightly annoyed at the power walkers walking 4-5 people across the ENTIRE road forcing me onto the sidewalk, but in all fairness, the runners had all passed them…except for a few like me, but still…move out of the way!

I was feeling really good, but realized I was going too fast. My first 3 miles were in the low 9:40’s, and I made myself slow down. I also took the time to wave at all the police officers and thank them. There are a TON of blocks, streets, etc in NOLA and they had cops EVERYWHERE keeping us safe. I knew later in the race I would be more tired and not as likely to be as upbeat and talkative, so I was sure to do it early on while I could. I was listening to the Black Eyed Peas radio station on Pandora, and every song was a great upbeat song, perfect for running. I was having a great race, despite all my health issues of the past three weeks and lack of training.

I took a GU at miles 3 and 6, and was so thankful for my Cytomax, just to be able to take a couple of sips whenever I wanted. Typically running holding a bottle bothers me and slows me down but it was worth it. Miles 4-6 I made myself slow down and was running between a 9:55 and 10:05 pace, still feeling pretty good. At mile 6, the arch on my left foot started to hurt, which has NEVER happened before. I didn’t think a ton about it, and chalked it up to bad form b/c my right foot had been bothering me since my last race and I figured I was favoring it, causing the pain in the left.

Mile 7 took us into Audubon Park, which is a beautiful place to run with a golf course. It was getting slightly more difficult to keep the same pace, but I was still holding on at 10:00 give or take a couple seconds. We passed mile 8 in the park, and got to about 8.8 when it happened….my calf acted like it wanted to seize up and cramp (please someone tell me you know the feeling) I froze, and it thankfully released and didn’t fully seize. It scared the crap out of me though, and I got to the side and stretched my calves while I tried to get my breathing back on track from how much it scared me. I said a quick prayer for that to be the ONLY time it happened. Well, sometimes I don’t understand God’s ways, but things would only go downhill from here.

I kept running, but was cautious. Mad that I had wasted a good 20-30 seconds stretching. I hit mile nine, and as I approached mile 9.4ish, it happened again, but this time, it did NOT let up. Not only did my calf seize up, but the toes in my left foot COMPLETLY curled underneath my foot inside of my shoe, and I had no control. I immediately fell off into the median and to the curb. I ripped my shoe off, and had to pry my toes back straight. When the cramp finally released, (after about 30 seconds) I tied my shoe, stood up, and stretched both calves, losing about one minute total. Petrified, I started walking not sure what to do. There were no medics around…I was plenty hydrated… I thought about calling Bobby for help, but knew he was trying to PR and didn’t want to upset him. I thought about just letting him know I was having a bad race and would be awhile, but since the cramp had let up I just decided to try running again.

That mile (nine) ended up being about 11:00. I knew I had to make up time, so I pushed off hard, engaging my left calf….and it seized again. I couldn’t help it….I burst into tears. I was so angry, scared, and in pain. I could FEEL the PR. As I was running I was envisioning crossing the finish line, smiling, arms raised in triumph…and then this. Why. WHY?!? I stretched again, and took off, but this time, keeping my leg flexed/straight, trying not to “push off” or engage my calf. This worked somewhat, however I could only keep a 10:45ish pace doing this “hobble/run”. Every time I tried to pick it up…you guessed it, had to engage my calf, and cramping started. I had a few “almost seizes” where I felt like it was ABOUT to seize up but didn’t, but I also had three other times where I had to stop, and pretty much fall over onto the curb until it subsided, then stand up and stretch it out. My right calf did the “try to” seize thing 2-3 times, but it never actually did thankfully.

My Garmin was a few tenths off the whole race, not sure how many, so after I saw the mile 12 sign I wasn’t sure exactly how far I had to go, I was panicky and not paying much attention. My pace for miles 10-2 were between 11:30 and 12:10 I think. It just kept dragging on and on. I thought I had a lot longer to go, but then I heard cheering, turned a corner, and saw the finish line! It was about 200 yards away (I am TERRIBLE at judging distances so I could be way off here) and I looked down and saw I had 1:15 and I could STILL PR! Mind you it would be by mere seconds, but considering how this race had turned out I couldn’t believe it was still possible. I had PLENTY of gas left, I was barely breathing heavy, and other than my crazy calf and foot I felt FINE. I decided to kick it in and try for the PR. If you guessed I triumphantly sprinted to the end for a PR by the skin of my teeth….you would be wrong.

It was like you see in the movies…you know the ones where they are racing, everything goes to slow motion with the runner falling, and the only noise they pipe in is the beating heart of the runner, as they fall in agony then look up to watch everyone cross the finish. That was me. My “kick” turned into the worst cramp yet, toes curled under and it wasn’t letting go. I was in the middle of the road this time so I just flat out fell on all fours on the pavement. I didn’t care who saw or had to go around me. A sweet woman stopped and knelt down next to me. SO SO kind of her to stop just short of the finish to check on me. I had my headphones in so I’m not 100% sure what she said other than “are you ok I have been following and watching you.” I said my calf was cramping, but waved her on. So incredibly nice of her. I did the “runner’s stretch” on the pavement, hands on the ground, legs out behind me. I stood up, tried to walk, seized again. Wanted to cry, fall over, and just could NOT believe this was happening to me, and then SO CLOSE to the finish and a PR. The seconds ticked by, and I was finally able to “jog” very slowly. I am usually a sprint my butt off through the finish kind of girl, but this was a near walk. I finally got close to the finish and managed to catch Bobby on the side…video taping me, fabulous. I just looked at him with a look of death, then back straight ahead, and jogged through to the finish. Missing my PR by two minutes.

I got my medal, found Bobby, and immediately burst into tears. I didn’t care that people were staring. I was in pain, I was so disappointed in myself, and totally blew my chance. How did I go from running 9:40 miles to laying on the side of the road? This is a bad dream right? I was on track to PR by 5-6 minutes at least. I told Bobby the whole miserable story, and he felt awful that while he was PRing (which I am of course very happy about) that I was crying on the side of the road in pain. I stretched out my legs, dried my eyes, and took our after race photos.

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We got cold pretty fast, got some food, and walked for a bit.

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I heard someone yell “Heather!” and turned around and saw Jennifer, a fellow run pink ambassador!

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We chatted for awhile, I told her about my race, and she told me about her race in which she did really well!

We couldn’t tae the cold much longer, so we headed back to the car and headed out of town. I took my Rebootizer to help with recovery as well, which really works!

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Keeping it real, I was pretty ticked off the rest of the day. I didn’t understand why this was happening to me. I know God works in mysterious ways and has a reason for everything, but I was really starting to doubt anything good could ever come of this disaster, and I am still not sure exactly what is going on.

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So friends, I need your help. I would be lying if I said I was ok with this and wasn’t scared of it happening again. Something else I should mention is 2 weeks ago in the half marathon I ran sick, one of my calves (I can’t remember which) did the “try” to seize up thing towards the end of the race, but never did, and that was the only time it happened so I thought nothing of it. But now after this I am wondering if they are related. A lot of people are quick to say it’s low sodium or potassium, but here’s why it’s not:

1.) at the doctor last week when I was so sick they tested my potassium and sodium levels, both came back fine

2.) I ate a banana that morning (among other things) and had plenty of gatorade and water. Plus it was in the 50’s and I was barely sweating. If I was going to cramp, I think I would have during my summer long runs when I was sweating buckets!

3.) I had 3 GU’s during the race in addition to a bottle and a half of cytomax and gatorade, plus water.

PLEASE tell me I am not alone and someone else has gone through this. I have heard of calf cramps while running but not with the toe cramp too. Also, was the arch pain a part of that, a pre-cursor? Or totally unrelated? I woke up yesterday morning with my calves very tight and sore, and my arch hurting, with a big knot right in the middle of my arch, bulging out.

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Check out my left foot , right in the middle of the arch how it’s bulging out to the right towards my right foot? That is where the big knot is. I am open to any suggestions, advice, or reasons as to why this happened and how to prevent it in the future. Keep in mind I have run 15 half marathons and have NEVER had this happen ever, not even on a training run, except for that one time in my last half, that didn’t completely seize up. HELP!

I loved the race itself (aside from lack of potties) and am so thankful to Rebootizer for the chance to run this race. The product really works, and helped me recover after feeling sick, and also after the race and my training run. Be sure to check out their Facebook page and follow them on Twitter for more news and info on this great product! If you have any questions about it I would love to answer.

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QOTD: HELP ME! Advice? stories of this happening to you? Solutions?

Comments

  1. Anne Marie says:

    I don’t have any ideas or advice but I just wanted to say big hugs to you for not giving up. I know that scared, all alone feeling during a race, knowing you’re there with someone but not wanting to bother/worry them and not knowing what’s ping on with your body. Knowing you’ve done so any races, I’m sure you were plenty hydrated leading up to the race. Maybe there is a doctor who specializes in sports medicine that you can make an appt with? I still think you did a great job and have so much to be proud of. :)

  2. Anne Marie says:

    Darn autocorrect! Sorry for my typos!

  3. I like the Rebootizer and really like the ingredients in it. I don’t know about your foot. Maybe taping the arch up with some KT tape? Or a Tommy Copper ankle sleeve? Maybe switching from GU to another brand? I like the Pacific Health Labs stuff. Would any of those help?

  4. Similar happened to me!
    I run and attend a couple of weight training/cardio classes a week (like body pump but more intense!)
    I attended one of these classes the day after running 9 miles. Halfway through the class my foot and calf started cramping up which I ignored and carried on – I thought it was silly and would go away in a minute. The whole class is done on a skip step so the last thing you need is your foot messing up!
    It didn;t get better and I retired to the side to work out my cramp. I have never felt pain like it! My toes were curled under and my calf ached, but my foot dominated on the pain front. I sat out until the class ended working out my foot. This apparently was a bad idea. I couldn’t get my shoe back on 20 minutes after taking if off as my foot had swollen so badly! The top of my foot, above my arch down to my toes was like a volley ball and my arch had a sticky out bit.
    A few days of frozen peas and hobbling about (and it still being swollen) I gave in and want to A&E. They x-rayed it and announced I had a tiny stress fracture in one of the bones of my foot. Nothing major – just complete rest for 4 weeks! (The longest of my life!) They couldn’t explain why the cramping etc, except that what I was doing at the time (the skip step) must of aggrivated it enough to cause the toe curling experience!
    Hopefully this won’t be the same for you but thought I would share my experience with you!

    • interesting! I have a little swelling right on the part of the arch that hurts but not the whole foot and def not like a volleyball! going to ice today and take some ibeprofin and hopefully it will go away!

      • I suppose it’s like everything, everyone will have different problems connected to similar symptoms, but if it hasn’t gone in a few days I encourage you to get an x-ray on it – just to be sure!

  5. My calf starting acting up during mandeville. I always wear my 110% calf sleeves on long runs (9+) but didn’t for the race. maybe try those while running. I never have any calf problems when I wear them-not even a touch of soreness/tightness after RnRNOLA.
    I hope it gets better soon and I am sorry you missed that PR. You were holding an incredible pace! You’ll get it soon! I’m just hoping to break 2:30 at the woman’s half in December :)

  6. I don’t have any advice, but that is really scary to happen during a race :( you should be proud that you finished though, I don’t think I could’ve kept going!

  7. SO sorry that happened to you! Incredibly disappointing! I hope they figure out the cause of the muscle spasms! Keep us posted and good luck at the Cardiologist today! :0)

  8. Be careful! I don’t want to scare you, but my husband’s colleague ended up with some strange swelling and pain in his foot/ankle area recently. He thought it was an injury related to activity so my husband recommended ice and elevation. He got very busy that weekend with his kids’ weekend activities and never it time to ice/elevate. A few days later he ended up in the hospital diagnosed with a blood clot. Had he elevated, he might have ended up dislodging the clot. Here it was entirely unrelated to any of his physical activity but he just assumed he had injured something. At any rate, I would get checked out again just to be sure … It never hurts to make sure.

  9. Oh Heather! You just can’t catch a break lately girl! I’m so sorry! In Mandeville, my calf cramped up too…it was super weird and I had to stop and stretch too. It didn’t involved my toes though and after I stretched it never did it again. I think mine was due to not eating my normal banana before the race. Not sure what yours is unless it somehow it related to your sickness and that medicine you took on the cruise? Maybe leg cramps are another one of the side effects? I’m not sure…but definitely mention it to the doctor. Good luck with your appointment today…please keep us posted! And I’m praying for you my friend!

  10. Oh no! So sorry to hear that! I hope you get this figured out soon
    :(

  11. You saw the negative in your story, but I heard the story of a fighter and a champion. You could have given up with the first cramp, or even at the beginning when no one was around. To me it seems that you looked adversity in the face and beat it! PR or not, you kicked butt! Way to go!

  12. I do have calf problems (mainly my right) after I tried a new weight machine last year. I wear calf sleeves on all my runs, even the short distances. If I’m going for a long run, I get up early and get my calves on my heating pad during breakfast, then stretch them out, then use Bengay on both of them. It’s a pain since I never had to do this routine before, and I do get frustrated. After the run, I stretch them out, then get home and use the Stick, and stretch some more. I find the Stick works best on my calves because I can’t get the pressure I need when using my foam roller. If I feel knots later in the day, I use more Bengay.

    This is what helps for me, but I do want to say congrats on finishing, despite everything.

    • interesting! so you have cramp problems? I thought about wearing compression socks, it was cold so I should have, not sure why I didn’t! I will try wearing compression socks or sleeves in my next race and see if it helps. Do you think biofreeze would help the same as bengay?

  13. Oh, Heather, I’m so sorry!! How frustrating- we never know what will happen over the course of a race. It’s especially disappointing that you were on your way to a pr. :( Let yourself be sad, and then sign up again- you’ll get that pr!

  14. Wow, that’s really scary, and I’m glad you’re okay, and that you’re going to the doctor.

    I used to get a lot of foot and leg cramps, and I’m pretty sure it was from wearing shoes that weren’t supportive enough. It happened usually when I was on my feet teaching all day, wearing ballet shoes with no arch support. I had to roll my feet on tennis balls, and started wearing my Dansko clogs a lot more. Now I avoid no-to-low support shoes as much as possible.

    • That was one thought actually. I was in mizuno inspires but felt like it was too much support, they were making my IT bands hurt, so I got my first pair of neutral shoes which I ran these past two halfs in. Maybe that was what caused the arch pain and eventually the cramping?

      • It’s definitely possible. See what the results are from your MD visit, and if that comes up with nothing, then look into your shoes (and maybe getting fitted again at a good running store), and getting more rest.

  15. First off, congratulations on finishing that race despite all the negative stuff. That was incredible. You are already going to the doctor so basically you are making the right decision. If something doesn’t feel right the best advice will come from a professional no question about it.

    Apart from what he/she might tell you, it sounds like you are trying to do too much under some trying circumstances. You’ve been traveling, you’ve been sick, you’ve been stressed by what the doctors might tell you, you haven’t been eating too well (cruise binge anyone?) AND you ran two Half-Marathons plus trying to PR in one of them. Maybe this is your body’s way of telling you to take it easy Heather.

    So rest, follow whatever the Docs tell you to do and take care of yourself. You’ll be ready for the Goofy in no time.

  16. The only thing I would suggest is going to the doctor again which isn’t very helpful, I know. I know weak arches can stem to a host of other things, as well as tight calves so they could definitely be related. Either way, I hope you get it figured out and I want to give you a big big big hug.

  17. I want to say that I think you are so strong for keeping it up and finishing. So proud. And I’m so sorry about your foot/calf/lower leg region. Are you getting enough rest? Both rest days and actual sleep time. I know sleep deprivation can cause cramping too!!

  18. My first comment would be hydrate, but you said you were. Did you hydrate all week switching between gatorade type drinks and water? I’m sure you hydrated all week, but for a while I was just doing water and would cramp. So I started switching between the two during the week before a long run.

    Also, have you been to a sports massage therapist? I’d recommend going to one and have them focusing on your calves and feet. Plus if your some reason your form is off, and you aren’t sure, they would be able to tell you because certain areas will be tight that shouldn’t be (mine was my upper butt and lower back from swaying my back).

    And on a totally random note, I started teaching Pure Barre – when we work the side seat, it is expected that you will cramp – the idea of Pure Barre is to work your muscles to fatigue and if you cramp – you are doing that (that is what we are taught) .. maybe your calves are tired?

    I really hope you figure it out and soon! It’s such a pain and so depressing to be on the side line feeling helpless :( So so sorry!

  19. Oh man I felt the agony in this post (no issues with my calves yet, definitely a shins girl). I hope you’re able to get the rest you need to recover.

  20. Oh girl – I’m so sorry! But so glad you didn’t really hurt yourself on that fall. Honestly, any time I’ve had cramps like that it’s been electrolytes out of whack. Even if I think I’ve had enough. But it could be that your muscles were just tight??? I’ve had the toe thing happen right after I’ve stopped a long run before. I sure hope you feel better!

  21. I have this problem! I’m on a really weird diet and so I don’t get enough of some nutrients. If I don’t take magnesium/potassium supplements my legs and feet seize almost all the time, regardless of what I am doing (imagine that pain while sitting in the office-ugh). With the supplements they only seize if I forget to or am lax about stretching/warming up. Sometimes they will seize up while I’m sleeping and I’ll have to get up and try to work them out. Super painful! When the problem first came up I asked my doc and she said it was likely a magnesium deficiency. Maybe there was something you were missing from your diet last week that you didn’t realize was high in micronutrients? My guess is it happened because you were over-doing it a little bit trying to make up for being behind the start. Hopefully it won’t happen again. I run and since taking the supplements I don’t get the pain even during long runs.

  22. Sorry to hear you had a bad race.
    I have had some cramping in the past myself. mostly feet and occasionally calf. Have found hydration is the key. But also have been taking pickle juice and haven’t had any in a while. Have heard others have good results with compression sleeves, but don’t like them myself. If you can try some pickles/pickle juice.

  23. Oh Heather, I’m so sorry to hear this. But I’m so impressed you fought through it and finished! How amazing!! I don’t really have any advice to give you, although I’ve been having weird foot pains/cramps and my chiropractor suggested a tennis ball under my foot to loosen up my foot. Hopefully the doctor will have some thoughts as to what caused this.

  24. Heather!! You poor thing – I was on the verge of tears reading your recap! You are so strong and determined to finish even though you were feeling so awful (and after that fall!) and to top it all off you were only a couple minutes away from a PR!

    I hope you are able to find out what going on – get well soon!

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